"Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love."
~ Charlie Brown
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Ten days after leaving me this message (on my voice mail) she tells me that she doesn't think we're "compatible". A few days after that I notice her sister had some new pictures posted on "NOT YOUR"-Space.com of her B-day get together that went down about a week earlier. Which I thought was a little strange being that she had already posted a bunch a few days before this. THESE, how ever, showed "lil miss full-of-shit" all but draped over some goofy-looking dweeb. Not just once, but every photo shows here in various degrees of flirtation, and inviting body language. Sitting next to (if not staring at) the same guy in ever shot.
What makes this all particularly fucked is that a day or two before the sisters B-day, I called her just see what was up, and because I didn't have a penny to my name I wanted let her know that I didn't think I'd be able to make the party. [There was a 20$ charge, and if my memories serves me, I couldn't donate plasma because of a pretty nasty gash I got on my finger prying open a T-JOE's dumpster to get dinner. ] Without the slightest bit of hesitation she says, WAY too casually, "that's oh Kay." Not that I wanted her to pay, although it would have been nice considering she know that when I wasn't crashing at her place I was either sleeping on the train or somewhere outside. Call me silly, but I thought she would have wanted to spend the day with her boy-friend. Apparently she had someone else in mind.
It's not so much that she found another that hurts, (even if I did ask if there was someone the same day she tore the threads of my heart from her life, but of course she denied it), but that she didn't even respect me enough to tell me the truth. It's funny/creepy how people can say they care until you expect them to show it. I'll never understand how the same girl can suck my cock empty one day & then next decide they never want to see or speak to me again?
